Think Cops are useless.......

Once again its been forever...

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 03:48:00 GMT

So im now 20...

I went to Disney World for my birthday...it was amazing!

I dont have 2 jobs anymore...just the one mon-friday. I love it more than any job i have ever had and prolly ever will :)

Mike and i are wonderful...we have started looking at rings...hehe

havent talked to arthur in forever...if your reading this...I MISS YOU!

That pretty much sums it up :)

*kisses*
jami

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 00:33:51 GMT

So i havent updated in like forever...

I now have 2 jobs Monday-Friday(7:30-4:30)-Tremont Methidist Church Day Care
Saturday & Sunday(3-11)- Good'ol Days Inn

So that means 7days a week 8 hours a day...fun fun

Anyway its good i guess for christmas and all...also...

IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD AGAIN!!!!!
mike and i are going for our birthdays :)

this time its only for a couple days leaving on a Thursday coming home on Tuesday im so excited

i love disney wold :) I love mike :)

Haunted House Fan????

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 03:19:38 GMT

Be Scared...Be Very Scared!!!!!!

I GOT INKED!!!!

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 18:18:15 GMT

So yesterday was so FUN!!!

scott maggie and i all hung out...scott and i suprised maggie with flowers it was awesome. Then we went to the mall had an awesome time!!! Then we all wanted to get a tattoo...we went to this guy Randy...who is freakin awesome! Anyway scott decided he did not infact want a tattoo...so i got one!!!

Yep thats right, thats what i said, i now have a tattoo...randy took my tattoo virgianity.

Its a cross with a flower wrapped around it. I wish randy had a livejournal so i could comment him everyday telling him how cool he is and that i love it so much.

Well thats all for now :P

hearts
jami

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 07:50:54 GMT

my new obsession...i love it...i cant stop watching

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 23:48:31 GMT

So lets see...whats new with me.

I leave for Disney World in about one week (actually a week and a day) I cant wait 8 days in florida with mike im so excited.

So i work at Days Inn in morton now...i like it alot.

Ive met some new people. All of which are so very cool.

There is this guy that stays at the hotel...he is a truck driver and he always hangs out in the lobby and we talk all the time his name is Jeremy so if i ever in the future mention anything about "Jeremy" thats who im talking about.

So life is good. I suppose i could use some form of schooling like College but in do time.

i prolly wont get another chance to update before io leave for disney so hopefully i will update with pictures.

hugs
jami

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 14:32:45 GMT

This entry is going to be dedicated to the new good things thats have happened in my life in the past few months...and did i mention they are going to be all pictures??? I know right...how fun is that!!! Here goes nothing...i might just throw in some random pictures also...

first and by far the best of the good things that has happened...

Mike...

i love this man more than i have ever loved anyone ever.
At first it was like ok jami he is way to old what are you even thinking. But then we started dating and i really got to know him. He is the most wonderful thoughtful caring just plain amazing man i have ever met. The past 7 months have honestly be the happiest 7 months i have ever experienced.

Tucker...my puppy

   this is the first time i             i didnt wanna leave him in   now hes gettin bigger but
ever saw my baby                   the car so i took him into     still cuter than ever!!!!
                                               wal*mart with me :)
i had to bed and bed to keep tuck...i told y dad that i would get a job within 2 weeks of having him and if i didnt then i wasnt gonna keep him...i did get a job not quite within the two weeks but none the less i still have him!!!

Shanda...i love this girl!!!

we have so much freakin fun together!!!!!! she is a blast i dont think i have ever laughed so much!!!! she is so much fun to hang out with!

My new Car!!!!!!!

isnt she a beauty!! I know shes not much but it just feels pretty good driving a car that i paid for all by my little self!!!

and O ya did i mention that im going to Dinsey world...im so excited!!! i cant freakin wait!!!!

now here is just some fun stuff!!!! ENJOY!!!!





i love you all bunches!!!!!

jami

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 15:11:18 GMT

So life is crazy busy but im lovin it...

Ya know there is just something about the past couple months i dunno it just seems like everything is good. I dunno all i know is that i havent felt this good about everything in a really really long time.

ya'll i have a myspace its kinda fun you should stop by leave me a comment or 2 maybe ill add ya as a friend and send you fun little stuff!!!

have a beautiful day

jami

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 07:00:34 GMT

so i havent updated in a while...

at least not really updated...like an update on my life...

i dont even think anyone still read this but if ya do here is an update on the life of jami

   So these days my schedule is kinda crazy. I know work full time at least 40 hours a week...this week i worked 3 days cause i needed some days off anyway so i worked 3 days and i still pulled off 40 hours...it was/is really kinda a pain in the ass one day i worked 2 shifts and the other 2 days i pulled 12hr shifts so that has been fun.   The reason being why i work like that is cause the only people working here are now the managers me and shanda so its kinda crazy to fill all the shitfs with only 4 people but we seem to pull it off.

   The love life is WONDERFUL. Mike is wonderful i love him so much. since i work mostly 3rd shift he picks me up in the morning and then i get to fall asleep with him until he has to get up to go to work but that hour or so we have together everyday is so nice. The my mom picks me up on her way home from work so i literally only sleep in his bed. There are a few occastions where i do actually sleep in my own bed...it is really wierd to sleep there since im used to his bed now. Our 6 month ann. is coming up in a couple days...it just seems like the last 6 months have flown by so fast. I cant wait for the next 6 months

   Lets see what else?

   O'ya remember when i talked about going and seeing Rent for maggies birthday at like the end of november...it was maggie katie arthur and me. That was the last time i talked to arthur. I havent heard from him since then. Im sad/mad/thankful all at the same time. It has almost been 4 months with out talking to him. Its wierd i really think this is the longest that i havent talked to him. I kinda miss the consistancey of him being around but then again its kinda good to know what it feels like not to. I mean dont get me wrong i love him very much i love him as much that is possible for one friend to love another. But im pissed cause he hasnt tried to call me at all. For about 2 or 3 weeks after Rent i tried calling him at work and he was never there so i kinda just figuured that if he did want to talk to me that he would call me...and he never did. Should i be suprised? I dunno maybe this really is the end of "Jami and Arthur" there has been a "Jami and Arthur" for so long almost 4 1/2 yrs now. Maybe one day he will get scence to find me and i will be married with kids and he will really see how good i did with out him. I dunno sometimes i think that the only reason he ever kept me around is because he knew that (at the time) i needed him and he really liked the feeling that someone needed him. Well of course that has changed now all i need is (obviously other than family) Mike. I really do see what i have with mike lasting for a very very very long time if not forever. I know you are reading this and think that, that is far off and let me tell you, you are so very right. If it does happen its not gonna be for a quite some time. But i do love him more than i have ever loved anyone ever. (once again excluding family)

But anyway i think that pretty much covers it so far in my life...if ya actaully did read all of that your freakin crazy...but thanks

comment if ya want if not thats cool too.

O'ya i almost forgot

Happy St. Patrick's Day

love ya

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 18:28:31 GMT

for you that drink snapple you know that under the lid there are so fun fact well i found a crap load of them...read them all......

http://www.armenianteens.com/snapple_facts.php

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 12:15:19 GMT

how funny is that...the look on that little boys face is so freakin funny......

so ya the hotel i work at got robbed the other night...

i found out about it was kinda funny...john adkins (delavan cop) heard over the police radio that it was robbed so knowing that i work there he called mike to see if i was working while it happened...thank god i wasnt...anyway so mike called me and so on...

so yeah thats all the excitment here...

other than the whole getting robbed thing...the job is good its nice cause since my mom works in the mornings now i get to have mike pick me up from work then i get to spend some time with him until he has to go to work...i love him so very very much

well there are people in the lobby getting ready to have some breakfast so i guess i should like go work...or at least look like it

happy day to all

xoxox
jami

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 08:38:07 GMT

http://week.com/Story.aspx?preview=&type=ln&NStoryID=47441

HOLY SHIT I WORK THERE!!!!!!!!!!

and the scary thing...i have worked everyday since i started...the night it happended was the first night that i had had off.

scary shit

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 03:25:58 GMT

Jobs good

boyfriend is amazing

life is wonderful

i work all by myself on wednesday...so that will be fun so if your in pekin wed night from 10 to like 8 by all means stop by and see me its in pekin behind sears...

being sick really kinda sucks i hate it so much but what are oyu gonna do its just a cold...did you know the average cold can last anywhere from 3 days to 3 months...that is so freakin crazy...

anyway so im gonna go now

I MISS KATIE SO MUCH...I LOVE THAT GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 05:38:07 GMT

So here i am at my new job sitting here updating...pretty good gig...huh...not really i mean the stuff i have to do is not hard its just learning the computer program and stuff like that...i hate starting new things...i get all nervious and think that im not gonna be any good at it...then i get so nervious that i end up screwing somthing up...but all i keep thinking is DISNEY WORLD...just keep thinking that and all will be ok

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 18:48:47 GMT

HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP! HOLY CRAP!

so the end of june into july mike is going to Disney World with his family for his neices 4th birthday...cool...huh...

Ok so my Valentines Day present is HE IS TAKING ME WITH HIM!!!!!
8 wonderful day at the best resort in Disney World with the most wonderful amazing man in the entire world!

IM SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!!!!
(o ya maggie coming also...im sneaking her in a suitcase!)

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:32:21 GMT

You when you have just had a kinda crappy night and then just talking to someone makes it all better...

Tonite my dad came home my mom went in there to talk to him next thing i know they are fighting...which kinda freaks me out cause of all the shit that went down last time...mike called me and told me that he is working delavan tomorrow...which kinda sucks since we were supposed to be together tomorrow but O'well...we talked some more and before we hung up he told me he loved me.

We had a talk the other night about a lot of stuff one of which was, well its kinda hard to explain but he is not really one that says "i love you" a lot espically on the phone i sometimes tell him on the phone but he doesnt tell me first and this time he did...to me that means a lot thats just made all the crap all the bad stuff go away.

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 04:58:19 GMT

Had the Best Birthday Ever...here are the highlights

*Was defintally the oldest person at Chuck E Cheese having a party...awesome
*A crap load of people showed up...thank you to all of you
*When Mike walked in he was carring 2 huge bags after i told him not to get me anything...he's so cute
*Kicked some ass at skee ball...ok not so much i kinda sucked...but had fun doing it
*Rent-a-cop was on a power trip tried to accuse some of my party go-ers of some shit they didnt do...mike helped then out...hes the best
*Finally opened my presents (from mike) in the car when we left
*He got me a camera not just any camera like a $400 camera i yelled at him for getting it for me(more on that later) then kissed him and told him i love him
*Got back to his place had a wonderful night i love him so much (more on that later also)

the next day was Mikes Birthday highlights of that

*bought him a little cake and brought it to him in bed...candles lit and all
*played with my camera...he took the cutest pic of us
*got out of bed he got ready went to his parents to help his dad out with some comp stuff
*left there about 4:30 to head to peoria to go out to eat for his B-Day
*Was a little nervious about meeting the rest of the family...but it went good
*Went to Barnes & Noble walk around amously by myself it was actaully very enjoyable
*Left there and went to Pekin to go see Walk the Line...im in love with Johnny Cash...ok maybe Joaquin Phoenix as Johnny Cash
*Left there went back ti his parents got all our stuff and headed home...i went back home with him and had a most enjoyable night

so all in all i had one of the best weekends ever.

O'ya the "more on tha later" stuff

Why i yelled at him...no one has ever gotten me anything like that ever...ever it just kinda freaked me out that he would get me something like that...but im so glad he did im having so much fun with it, it is by far the best birthday present ever.

How much i love him...do you think thats its possible to tell someone that you love them to much...i love him so much i just feel like i just want to burst and all that would come out is love...i have never felt like this about anyone. i know people say that all the time and i now know how they feel, i want to tell him every second of everyday that i love him...but then again i dont want him to be like "i know you love me i love you too but you dont have to keep saying is getting kinda old"...but O well if he feels like that cause I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 04:18:24 GMT

For all of you that are in deed coming to my lovely birthday ekstravaganza...heres a little present from me to you :)

http://chuckedeals.com/

go there now...you shall love me forever

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 04:27:11 GMT

Went to Bloomington with my mom today
We went cause i had to get a dress cause i was told that im being taken out to someplace really really nice a.k.a. a reason for a new dress
Found 2 dresses couldnt decide between they both ended up bring under $10 so bought both
Found the most kick ass shoes they are silver really cute and the best part the heel of the shoe lights up...im going to buy them later :)

Had an interesting convo with my mama the other day she asked quote "So are like you and Mike getting serious or what"
How exactly do i answer that...i would consider is pretty serious at least serious about eachother...i mean i sure as hell have no intention of getting married anyewhere in the near future...but then i started thinking (as all girls do i mind you) what if this is the man that i will marry, what if i do spend the rest of my like with him. Then while thinking about that i just smiled i dont know why but the biggest smile ever just came over me. I love him i really do. I know i know jami your crazy saying that you would be completely happy with this man for the rest of your life after only dating him for what like 4 months...but hey its what i feel not what you think so i dont care :)

And i know if for some reason he ever did read this he would probably be freaked out about this whole talk of marriage, i guess its not really talk its more like thought, but anyway he would read it get freaked out and probably leave me...not really im joking but he wouldnt leave me i wouldnt let him :) hehe

So i will end this now

*dont forget Friday my BIRTHDAY Peoria Chuck E Cheese 6:30 be there!!! (come free pizza what more of a reason do you need to come) :)

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:50:14 GMT

I love Chuck Norris...no joke i really do love this man :)

http://www.chucknorrisfacts.com/index.html

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:54:52 GMT

so my birthday is on friday...and you will never guess where im going...CHUCK E. CHEESE!!!!!!! i know its a bit kid-ish but i dont care its my birthday so thats where im going

Consider this your invitation if you read my journal on a regular basis or not i dont care...if you are reading this you better be there.

*Friday
*6:30
*Peoria Chuck E Cheese (across from the mall)
*No presents...save your money for all the cool games ;)
*Pizza and drinks are on me

see you all there :)

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:56:47 GMT

was talking to maggie today and we both agreed that some time girls go a little crazy, like i did yesterday but all is good now.

right now i feel so wonderful...im staying at mikes tonight with my mother knowing

mike called me tonight and he was in such a good mood he made me smile...we talked and then he had to get back to work so we hung up i went back into to watch some tv then he called me again...so i answered the phone "what you miss me already" he replyed " I LOVE YOU" then just hung up the phone i love that man so very very much...he is so wonderful

thats all for now

xoxox
jami
i miss katie...:(

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 04:46:39 GMT

GOD I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!

im just so fucking stupid...ok you ready for this, this is how fucked up i am...

In the past of all the guys i have dated i can only think if one that did not cheat on me...so i am so used to being cheated on that i guess i have built myself into self preservation...so i assume that who ever im dating is in fact going to cheat on me so that makes me do 2 things...

(1) Not trust them
(2) Not trust myself
Let me elaborate...

Trust...im my opinion the most important factor in any relationship weither it be a friends or someone you are envolved with, its all about trust. You dont have trust you dont have a relationship.

(1)Not only do i not trust them but i look for reasons not to trust them...i look into things so much to convince myslef that they are cheating on me so i will be ready when i do find out for sure. Things that a normal person would just shrug off i dont (example) today i got a txt from mike that said "I may have to pass on tonight" now last night i talked about going over there on wednesday, so a normal person would think O its just a miss understanding that he was thinking tonight...and i did think that for so i txt him back asking him what he ment...he never txt me back...so then my stupid fucking mind started running:
What if that txt wasnt intended for me what if it was to someone else who he was supposed to see tonight when he told me that he was working...i know im so stupid for thinking that. I know he would never do that and i know he loves me and it would hurt him to know that the thought was in my head. Im so stupid. Im so fucking stupid.

(2)Now onto not trusting myself...to go back to point number 1: "I know he would never do that and i know he loves me" i think that and then i start not trusting myself:
"Jami you are so stupid to think that why wouldnt he cheat on you he doesnt love you the only reason he says he loves you is because you say it first...you obviously werent good enough for all the other guys who cheated on you and this one is a million times better than all of those why the hell is he with you"

i cant stop thinking that one day he is just gonna realize that im not pretty obvioulsy dont have an awesome body so there really is no reason to be with me...

and i hate thinking that becasue mike really is the best sweetest guy i have ever known he makes me happy i mean truely happy and im so scared that its all gonna end badly as it always has in the past.

We have had this discussion before and he has reassured me numerous time that he is different and he would never do that to me and i want to believe him i have no reason not to and i know that if i bring this up again that its gonna hurt him to think that i think this way about him..

I just want to stop feeling like this. i just want to be able to give myself all of myself to this man cause i love him so much i have never felt so...i dont even know how to explain it i just want to be with him every moment of every day if i could be any where in the world it would be next to him cause he makes me a better person and life is so much more wonderful with him there...

im so confused right now

god i really am fucked up...

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 04:46:45 GMT

Took katie and damian to the bus station today, we decided that im there offical "see-er off-er" cause i was there when she left last year.

As i was driving home, i was thinking of all the memories with katie

Like the time i first met her, at school on the stairs...thats where it all started

Or the time where she updated her livejournal about how much she hated me, we really didnt get along then at all, i dont know how i could have ever hated such a wonderful friend

The time where we did the "Liquid Death" took fake pictures of us drinking...that was so much fun

Then i remembered how sad i was when she told me that she was moving to Kuwait...i mean i was beside myself

And of course when we all saw her off at the airport...O how i missed her

Then she came back and we realized that the peoria airport closes...what kind of airport closes...then we went to Rocky but before we got there i remember how she bitched some guy out for saying something to maggie at the gas station...katie dont take no crap from no one!

And the day katie maggie and i went out to lunch then to try on dresses...the three of us are a perfect together

And now she has left us again... im not saying any of this for her to feel bad she left...im actually so happy for her that she did leave its what she wanted and im happy that she is going after it, she has more balls than anyone i know.

So katie this is for you...i love you more than i have ever told you...take care of yourself out there come back to me.

i love you to damian...both of you be careful out there love you

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 04:30:20 GMT

Damn it i hate keeping shit from people...i mean i wish my parents were ass holes so i didnt feel so bad about keeping shit from them

I mean if they were mean to me i wouldnt feel so guilty for not telling them...damn them for raising me with good morals!